Wed.Nov. 16, 2022, 8:30 am.
Asking the same questions for 7 decades eventually finds some answers!
Always felt on the wrong planet. Now that "not working" has all increased into the hell we now live in .. so all my complaints that I created solutions for .. can be useful
Imagine how many solutions I have now created. yes I am negative and find PROBLEMS .. but then I love designing solutions .. SOLUTIONS THAT IMPROVE "QUALITY OF LIFE FOR ALL". Shall we call my system "QoLForall"? Or YOUme? .. we will only survive f we put others well being FIRST and quit the "me first screw you attitude" that we have had for decades (also know as "me, PROFIT and POWER is all that matters" .. SELFISH and SHALLOW got us in this MESS)
Thurs. Dec 1, 2022, 8:30 am
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see barn raising energy time structural knowledge, food for work, lumber transport, access to lumber RESOURCE.(our corporate partner NOT donor FAIR Certified!)
(Why did I only recently realize this! What the hell kind of "education" do we get anyway?? useless!
add latch key, teacher lessons = internet PLUS Blockchain LEDGER back in mid 1990's .
My brilliance was always TOO SOON. Nobody got me. But this time LISTEN TO ME BECAUSE WE ARE A YEAR maybe 6 months from TOO LATE. Our TOTAL Health is 100 % ending .. plus our jobs will be gone. Even in Canada there are driverless TRUCKS ON THE ROAD. ALL Driving constitutes 17 % of (jobs). Good luck with not eating. The robots are taking over and they no longer nEED us. why do you think THEY are killing us in EVERY way .. now mostly with destructive overwhelming STRESS. So often the cause of the stress makes NO SENSE. They really ARE trying to kill us. Who needs humans when computers do everything? They used to need us for work. so we had power, now I thought at least they need us to buy their crap .. BUT THEY JUST PRINT THEIR OWN MONEY. PLUS .. they already HAVE 90% of it
never even knew what a WRITER was until with websites realized the TREE ANALOGY. For life in the twigs. Universe sent the CONNECTORS and in trying to share my work cLEARLY I finally saw the main branches connecting the twig branchlets that were always UNIVERSE (god) sent accidents! Finally I realized the tree TRUNK was my question about FAIR. Why does everyone not get to have QUALITY of LIFE IF THERE ARE NOT EVIL PEOPLE?? I always believed people are GOOD. Hah but the .01% are EVIL. How do they sleep in their satin sheets with their 1/2 million $ car KNOWING some people are freezing outside and starving. Well .. you should listen to me becaseu after 66 years wondering and researching I have the answer !
Thurs. Nov. 17, 2022, 8:30 am.
Decades were spent on obsessive research, investigation and finally understanding the mechanics of Writing needed, to SHARE the learning and discovery. But why did "EDUCATION" never teach me ANY of this?!!! Education has been terrible for a very long time since I am ancient. Should have at least learned my skill of obsessive perseverance in university! My question was always about HEALTH .. QUALITY OF LIFE. Why do most things (systems) methods not work to improve our life? and .. can people really be EVIL? How do they take everything for themselves leaving nothing for others and LIVE WITHIN THEIR GREED?
Why are we not TOTALLY HEALTHY and are those making us ILL .. EVIL?
The answer is yes, there IS evil but it is not the crime and lack of safety! It is in the POWER STRUCTURE THAT PUTS PROFIT AHEAD OF RESPECT FOR OTHER HUMANS. Evil I in those who CREATE bad guys becaseu the struggle becomes too hard to SURVIVE sanely. The depth of unfairness and injustice makes us LASH OUT.
Questions still remain BUT .. the destruction of our brain wiring by the toxins of what we believe to be "progress" is why we are losing our humanity. We are the sheep followers and they are the CRUEL shepherd! The Managers and CEO's and bad police are LEFT brain, ACTION MINDS. Us followers are so stressed we have no TIME to use our Right THINKNG brain. Or we use it just a little to join the divisive screaming. The system I have designed will let us try to REBALANCE our missing brain hemisphere by SHARING the hemisphere wiring we do still have. ONLY BY A BALANCE of THINKING and THEN ACTING can we maybe save our humanity. Conservatives want to just ACT, while Liberals keep wanting to understand causes and consequences. Both are RESOURCES we NEED .. but separated not balanced THE DIVISIVE RESULTS WILL KILL US
At least this "Lost balance of brain hemispheres" Theory explains why we have no logic, reasoning or common sense and only demonize. We do not LISTEN to the quieter Right brains who still do have common sense and desire to FIRST understand. Without balanced brains we are losing our humanity. There are 1000 times more KINDS of toxins than in Rachel King's 60's. We will be EXTINCT very soon.
left brain wants fast action! NOT peeling back the many onion layers of CURIUSITY!
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But Action people should also LISTEN more. Bec “Think” people spent months on the problem, should obviously know more and SHARE. That investment in people, deserves the RESPECT to be heard.
If you just can understand my TUNNEL vision is wondering why nothing works, Finding the cause, and building a solution. NOT attention to ME, but the downfall of WE and US screaming.
Today Most people are just same old surviving day to day! .. instead of inventing a NEW way. You are right, I have had the great luxury of TIME to slowly build a better “capitalism democracy” system. (RE pioneering)! But wanting to be HEARD so the investment can be USED for good .. is NOT narcissism. It is FRUSTRATION! We are at THE cliff. I have a solution That can prevent going over. I do NOT want fame or even fortune for it, JUST USE IT to prevent our destruction. It is just based on VALUING more than $!! And if no one listens to my causes and consequences .. we TRULY are extinct VERY soon. NO narcissism or self absorption about it!
Thurs. Dec. 1, 2022, 7:00 am
One thing I "hated" my husband EX for (remember I hate EVERYTHING and am too lazy to say I DO NOT LIKE! too time consuming for a TURTLE not given the same 24 hours as you fast guys). Every summer maybe Bec his Bday .. remind days GETTING shorter!! I hate him for that DOWNER .. yet all I GIVE people is downers!!
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we can do NOTHING about the sun and seasons shortening our daylight .. what I complain about .. WE CAN TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR ..AND ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING. I am watching us go over a cliff and nobody seems to notice! I am not "negative" or narcissist!! I am the canary in the coal mine or for you silly young 'uns .. I am the 5 ALARM Emergency sound!
Some of us actually DO NOT WANT FAME AND POWER .. CELEBRITY is horrid to us! We just want a quiet decent life .. but for everybody! You know .. like maybe a FAIR world? We just want a decent life for everyone, contributing so they feel valued. Our Joy is in creating architecture or recipes or formulas that can create the concept we ENVISION. Our joy comes from WORKING TOGETHER to build something great .. like the barn raising of pioneer days. WE ALL GET THE CREDIT. becaseu we ALL have special talents to build a great Healthy and FUN life for us .. TOGETHER. NO screaming and no look at me ... I am great. We are EACH great .. but ONLY if we work together with kindness for ALL. There is no "special" in our group, only everyone bEING the special best TOGETHER like the fungus in the forest! Every tree is SPECIAL. Yet without the CONNECTING fungus (It takes a village) those special beautiful trees WILL DIE! Please help me build our FOREST so we can ALL take credit .. and create a BETTER SYSTEM .. TOTAL Societal Health.
Tues. Nov. 15, 2022, 11:00 am
Since I am old .. will old people words make sense? I want to help YOUNG PEOPLE who got screwed by us! Such injustice! But I am noticing there are words we used and quotations 20 year old will NEVER get. Somehow I need to find a lot of EDITORS .. and for that I need to find money.
So why should anybody give me money? Because I have the solutions .. so You listen to me!! You can not say
that's wrong because YOU .. NEVER STUDIED IT OBSESSIVELY like me. Yes .. "You LISTEN TO ME and JUST DO WHAT I SAY" 🤬 .. (Not what I do, because like you, I am LEARNING, WORKING ON CHANGING DECADES OF BAD HABITS. 😱 .. 😰)
From 1973 to 1992, I was a High school teacher of HOME ECONOMICS! The only REAL "Education" we got. NO! I am not biased! Managing a family well, means SOCIETY is then able to have GOOD quality of life. Everyone is being LOOKED AFTER and grows into a half decent human. (Hey! thanks! I said that really great!) Yup, first it was "cancelled" as old fashioned words, and renamed "Family Living" which is actually awesome too .. but misses the ECONOMIC part.
Money to raise a family is rather necessary. Too bad we screwed NORMAL with women's lib DISRESPECTING family. I thought we might just switch places .. maybe DAD would rather stay home. But staying home DESERVED ENORMOUS RESPECT! The home manager is building decent humans that connect in community and the larger society. Believe me .. the daycare below me does NOT CARE ABOUT CREATING A HUMAN! What the hell were we thinkng! And then. corporations took advantage and just paid everybody less so we HAD TO have a second income.
No wonder I have no more respect for "women's Lib" .. we went WAY TO EXTREME totally DISrespecting the great VALUE of the job of MANAGING a family that builds HUMANS. If we can learn to live in a FAMILY, teach, manage, DISCIPLINE and build great humans .. then we live in a great neighbourhood, which all CONNECTED TOGETHER .. CREATING A GOOD SOCIETY! We sure screwed that with our "2 careers" and then broken families.
But this is a whole blog topic for later .. We disrespected the importance of the JOB of building humans in a FAMILY, which must COMPROMISE and COLLABORATE. WOW! Did women's lib cause the whole SELF ABSORBED vs traditional greater good problem? We became more and more self centred and selfish as the decades moved on! That is why now, humanity is almost EXTINCT. We no longer BEHAVE like humans! So there you go .. you see who I am. Sickeningly curious and questioning. So much so I always GET LOST and do not finish the job at hand. SORRY! Eventually this RE Education CURRICULUM will be better organized, brief and concise. But it is my curiosity that probably keeps me young. I want to see if we are dead in about 2 years or will we UNZOMBIE OURSELVES and save humanity? Who am I Crotchedy old lady .. angry B .. oh yes .. a "KAREN" (what nonsense I am RIGHT and you call ME the B?? People have the whole incident BACKWARD (link!).) Yup we live in a BACKWARD world. Who am I? .. a person with a GREAT PLAN or Formula to "Reverse the BACKWARD world."
Actually I guess I am VERY LUCKY for the SCAM of "mental" illness. Once I was teaching SCIENCE, with family Studies DISMISSED as unimportant, (plus recovering from an EMOTIONALLY abusive relationship) I collapsed and could no longer handle the multi tasking I am so TERRIBLE at. I can Multi THINK you (under the table) .. sorry old people term .. multi THINK you to a trophy! But get the many layered job done? no way .. or keep a few tasks going at once ? no way. This is also what got me fascinated with Right Left. Brain, or at least how does our brain work so oppositely. My family has no understanding of my complex layered THINKNG but only they easily accomplish COMPLETING ACTUAL TASKS. Take some years or .. forever? Vey frustrating for them, yet their speed and shallow thinkng is frustrating to me. Constant conflict .. but at least in business I knew I needed a CEO manager partner becaseu I was the visionary inventor. Sadly we have lost the recognition of our differing talents and all we do is yell and demonize in our society. Most businesses are very shallow .. we invent nothing of REAL CONSEQUENCE any more. I would rathe live in a Unstressed calm society than have an Apple Watch .. thank you very much!
Back to.. my being lucky for "mental" illness scam and STIGMA. I was off work first for PTSD and then they decide I was "manic depressive" (bipolar). The good disability $ I received allowed me DECADES of investment in research and invention. I am very SLOW so it would take you like five years what has taken me 30! But nobody wa obsessive like me, so nobody has my SYSTEM I have developed! Thank you DISABILITY for allowing me to OBSESS 18 hours a day on why society is such a mess. My poor kids got no mother. I hope this (success) at least let's me give them a GREAT pension like I got from teaching. Damn lucky boomers.
No drugs worked, but who the hell wants to LOSE being "high" (without cannabis) at the smell of cut grass or a sun reflection?? .. as in "manic high". I knew I was weird when I could not understand WHY, to my drug using class mates. The Lithium drugs just made me dead, half alive. Since the early Disability I have never used the drugs that profit corporations and do little to FIX OUR BRAIN. So I guess I paid for my disability income with the stigma of "being crazy". Remember in the 90's the stigma was worse. I lost all my teaching friends, not even one phone call to ask how I am. 😢 Being "crazy"? Yeah right! I can tell you with 100% certainly it is the WORLD that is CRAZY, not me! NOW .. I have the reasons that caused our insanity, WHY we lost our brain wiring, AND how we MAYBE can still save ourselves from EXTINCTION .. maybe. (IF .. we CAN sacrifice and work together.) .. 🤔
Since I was 9, I was fascinated with the same questions. Why do things not work well? Why are people shallow and unthinking?What makes a person MEAN .. and then evil? But my special obsession was HEALTH. I think my love of ARCHITECTURE created a parallel, comparing the body to a building. If you build a building with good bricks it last hundreds of years without crumbling. That is a perfect parallel for HEALTH. Build your body with good building materials and it will be DURABLE and give you no trouble. Yet .. even in the 1950's I heard people at the "snack bar" say "Im thirsty, could I have a coke." So you are thirsty and going to drink BROWN SUGAR WATER to quench your thirst. I invented bottled WATER, but it took the world what 30 years to catch on. TOLD YOU! YOU LISTEN TO ME. When the internet began in mid 90's I swear to god had Bell LISTENED to me .. we would now have internet UTOPIA (sharing people's BRILLIANCE (INTELLIGENCE) vs anger and shallow influencing.) instead of the digital DYSTOPIA we created.
Having studied Food and Nutrition for my Home Economics degree, by the 70's I was heavily into Health Food to solve body problems. A few years ago it was thrilling to FINALLY find the old INTELLIGENCE about health FINALLY SHARED .. prevention, not pills! Why drug cures just look after yourself! Inflammation causes disease and we can learn how to reduce inflammation, PREVENTING the discomfort of "dis-ease". But of course Functional "medicine" went NOWHERE. Hmm!! for these last years I have been even more enraged at the Big Pharma "Health" scam, but I just had a NEW idea. We are too lazy to take care of our health!! Oh my god my whole "fix it" health coaching system won't work .. because we are TOO LAZY to take PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY.
Yes, gluten as evil "inflamer" caught on .. but not the REAL SUGAR EVIL which takes a lot more discipline. Sugar is in everything with (54) names. Keeping inflammation out of your unique body takes time, research and study. Not the investigative patience we shallow desirous of convenience people have. We just want a disease name and a pill to pop for it. 54 names for sugar and IN EVERYTHING? Does that not prove to you that OUR health has been hijacked, stolen for big Pharma profit? Wake up! Maybe young people will not be conned into lazy "prescription cures". We can Create millions of "heath coaching" cures sharing our similar needs research done. If we are will to TAKE RESPONSIBILITY .. or we are toast. ExtinctED.
Of course THEY want those RESOURCES for themselves. why should us little nobody's get to share.
I think after they realized sugar addicts you they came to see it also kills your WILL POWER. People with no will power are easy to control and the masters love that. Never mind the DEBT we racked up with no discipline. EVIL TV conned us into BUYING everything .. maybe even worse now that screen are run by advertising everywhere and stuff can be conveniently delivered. Regardless whom I .. someone who has ranted for 6 decades plus about the evils of processed food. I ranted forever how they were DESTROYING OUR HEALTH.
"Mental" Health is PHYSICAL HEALTH!
Our mind has 2 parts the selfish get er done left hemisphere and the right more creative empathetic side. The Left brain mind is self disciplined to attain what is desired at all costs. It must be stronger less easily affected by the toxins of our "progress".
We are even more selfish, self absorbed, self centred than before. The SELFIE SOCIETY no depth of thinkng just "me/ mine, here, now." But some of us still think and wonder what the hell has happened to us! Our MIND is gone .. destroyed by the toxins of our shallow "progress". Without feeling respect and security our spirit also falters. We have become STRESSED selfish and shallow, not always just greedy and evil. Stressed to just survive we have to focus on self and can NOT think more deeply. We may have TWO jobs to train for and commute to. No energy left to think of others. Who am I always screaming what the hell is WRONG with us. BUT .. my expertise in life is to take problems and throw them TOGETHER to form solutions. Like the lonely old lady 4 blocks away while I need someone to be with my kids after school. Wr used to trade these values as a Neighbourhood. All our logical solutions are gone. Cab we not RESTORE them especially with tech connections?
humanity will soon be extinct. Loss of HOPE, TRUST, BELIEF never mind any feeling of security leaves a population that will die! Toxins are not just chemical! STRESS multiplies every disease! Actually we could just take all death today and say they were caused by STRESS. Really .. every sickness is worsened, plus suicide and even murder. We live in a society of COMPLETE STRESS that destroys EVERYTHING. Left brain people worry only about themselves but what about us who worry about wellbeing of ALL of us. We are EXHAUSTED. It feels like we are mice or cockroaches and THEY are trying EVERYTHING to get rid of us.
Can we re-EDUCATE ourselves to the things that actually matter? To SURVIVE we need security, respect, connection, belonging RIGHT HERE .. not online, not virtually! We need PHYSICAL sharing and supporting each other in a COMMUNITY in REAL LIFE!
This is who I have been for 30 years full time .. inventing solutions for these problems .. except only recently realizing it is all a PLAN. THEY want to kill us.
so who am I? .. a curious, investigating, researching "librarian"always wondering another deeper layer .. "teacher" inventor. What started as a health focus including jobs for East side buffalo youth with ART TV for stress reduction .. became "TOTAL SOCIETAL HEALTH" or quality of life for all. But in school why was I not taught I am probably a writer but of solving theories regarding health. The hardest thing about sharing this knowledge IS PULLING IT TOGETHER. I have about 8 websites none done! But I think finally after like 4 years I finally have the skeleton to pull together all the ideas. Or as book could be considered a tree. The hypothesis is the trunk, the main branches the sections, while the chapters are the limbs. 🤣 I have been in the twigs for decades and never knew it!
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